Porthos gives Athos a wary look now as he eases back so he can look him in the eye, sitting up so he can reach for a glass of water. "I've been trying to get you to open up and talk to me about everything since we began this," he feels inclined to point out. "And you usually shy away. Or do you think it's only your fantasies I want to hear about, because it's not. I want to know everything, Athos, all you have to tell us."