"And I am not," says Aramis, knowing that his surety might not be a balm. "I'm not afraid. I want it, well to the point of desperation. But I believe in Porthos, and I believe in you, Athos. If you love them, all will unravel itself as it should."

He sucks in an unsteady breath. "I know it will change your life. I hope that it will, because it will mean you are with us. I suppose that is selfish." Aramis shakes his head. "It does not stop me wanting it."